should've said no

lately...my life sgt la terumbang ambing...my love life,my study and everything...
sgt2 la tension with jikken report yg xabes2...sabar rehann...2 je lg~

lately..somehow people is counting down something...either the day of their marriage or the day they`ll coming back home or to meet their loved ones*uhuk2*...for whateva reason pun...people is waiting happily\(^_^)/

me too!!!
counting the days for my beloved mom and my very the nakal sys to come...muahxxx~
seriously...sgt2 xsabar~~~

dear me...

you are hurt, you are angry, you are simply devastated.

things will never be the same again...the only winning choice and a source of hope is for the both of you to decide to make things better than they were before.

you probably have a million questions...some of these need to be answered, some do not. you have to be wise enough to ask yourself if you really want to know the answer to a particular question.

learning how to trust again is not easy. you certainly will wonder how you will know you're not being fooled again. the only consistently successful answer is, does the behavior match the words?

people can fake it a while, but over time, if the behavior does not match the words, it will be exposed.

affairs are always a choice.. nothing in a relationship or any other situation can make a person have an affair...people cheat if there`s someone who willing to cheat with them..so,people dun be a biatch~

at the same time, part of the healing is facing the question: What has been missing in our relationship to cause him to be with someone else?

it is such a difficult issue to face, here's an even harder issue: forgiveness

it is absolutely unfair that one person has an affair and the other partner has to do the difficult work of forgiveness...forgiveness is not condoning what was done, letting your partner off the hook, or allowing yourself to get fooled and hurt again.

forgiveness is releasing yourself from the long-term pain of what has happened.it may not happen right away, it may take a long, long time, but it is necessary at some point.

x mungkin kerna sayang

"setiba di persimpangan
langkah kita tak lagi sehaluan
bermula di saat itu
tidak senada irama dan lagu"

sometimes bad dreams do feel like real...coz i still see all the images even when i`m awake..
and it is hurting me more because i really can`t talk this with anyone...esp him..
if i can go and kill someone....i kill that person today...i mean it....that`s how much i hate that person..ok this is too much kn..
what i want to say is...people do what they like to do..without even think a bit about what the consequences of their action to other people...
i hope one day...that person and u...will understand the meaning of hUrt...

apakah??

kalau kita mimpi jumpa org yg kita suka masa sekolah rendah...mesti hati berbunga2 n rase nak tergelak sepanjang hari....

tp,lepastu kalu mimpi kene kejar ngan ular yg sgt besar n kene patuk tp dapat larikn diri...jd sepanjang mimpi tu sgtla mencemaskan sebab asek lari dr di patuk ular....bgn tdo pun sgtla mendebarkan..

apakah???


p/s:i lyke the 1st dream...=)

"maybe the reason why I haven't found who I've been searching for...is because I know that I've already found him....It's just up to him to say whether I am who he has been waiting for.."

kepelikan

saya sgt pelik ngan diri saya...

bila sedih or ade probs....sng sgt nak tulis something kat blog ni...bkn kate nk kongsi ngan org len mslh kita...but,it seem to calm me down...is like the way of me expressing myself...

tp bila in a good mood...malas sgt nak tulis anything..in fact xde idea..cm skrg....xde idea,ayat tunggang langgang,post yg bosan...sbb xtau nak ckp pe..

tp sbb ni blog saya..skatila kan nk tulis apa or bile...

kesimpulannya...saya bukanlah buat blog ini utk cerita2 sedey...and hidup saya xdelah sentiasa sedey...and bukan juga saya tulis sume2 tu utk tarik perhatian atau minta dikasihani...hope people xslh fhm..

mungkin bila saya gembira saya lebih suka simpan dlm hati..hanya saya,dia dan mereka saja yg tau...ini gak bnda yg saya hope people xslh fhm..bkn saya kedekut nak share my happiness tp mmg slalu xtau nk tulis apa...

papepun,tq to those yg bace my blog(ade ke??)...